I am feeling better since the last post, i seem to go through that after about 6 weeks of layoff. expecialy when there is no new work in sight. But on an up note Roundeye got a promotion at work, and I have resolved to make my own upside down tomatoe grower thingies....check it out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qldyP4Lh3eU
Monday, April 6, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
so i say to my husband...lets go out tonight. he is sure we can find a sitter. so we look up the local music scene and decide to go somewhere. He comes in from yard work and i say, we should find a sitter. He says "well i thought i could schedule a friday off, we could spend the day toghether and then go out." I wanted to go out tonight because i feel useless, depressed, bored, anxious, worried and generaly like shit. How is going out some friday in the future going to help me forget what a fucking wreck i am? The fact that i have no job and feel like a bump on a frogs ass? Does me no good. I hope i can stop crying before he comes home with the dog food. Yea for me, maybe i can stop feeling like a loser two weeks from friday.
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